This morning I had one kid in each arm as we laid in bed cuddling before getting Holden off to school. We talked about where the baby would fit in the bed...they each had their own opinion! As I was laying there I thought out loud..."and Beckett should be laying on mommy's tummy". Gracie said "He is here mom, we just can not see him, it is like magical...he lives in our hearts." Wow, she is only three...but said it like it is and make me feel it.
She also wanted to read the book We Were Going to have a Baby but We Had an Angel Instead, like 3 times! I asked her if the book made her sad. She said, "No, Beckett lives in our heart." I wish I had that mentality. Everything so simple. We giggled about how Beckett used to kick them when they spoke to him. I didn't even cry when we talked about it!
The funny thing about "Beckett will always live in your heart" is that a very dear friend, who has stepped into my life and really picked me up at times...gave me a beautiful bookmark with that inscription last night. Let's just say it was the first and only little blue box I will probably ever open! She said, "Don't get too excited" I did not figure it was a necklace or earrings, but it was more meaningful than that. The thoughtfulness and beauty of it was better than that.
One cute little story about Holden before I go...he got little notes from all his classmates today and a few plus girls said "you are handsome". He was blushing and so giggly about it! So cute!
Well, I have a Bunco Christmas party tonight, boys too. It can get a little late and a little crazy sometimes too. I am going to really try and have a few cocktails and enjoys myself!
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