Has anyone heard that song by Leann Rimes? It has to do with loosing someone. There was a line in the song that is causing an emotional uproar. It has to do with I never pictured every minute without you in it. That just really hits home today for some reason, but it is so true. Everyone knows that death happens...it is that part of life you wish you did not have to deal with. But loosing a child before he ever got to take a breath in this world is still shocking to me sometimes. I pictured our whole life with him and it is really hard to adjust to this 'new life' without him here. I think this winter is getting way too long and I need a little sun and warmth and life (like budding trees, grass, blooming flowers). I am sick of looking at the piles of snow and feeling the bitter cold air smack my face. I don't even want to know what the little ground hog saw today:) I might really fly off the deep end.

BTW, Cory and I have both decided on the tattoo we want! I need to figure out a place for mine and we need to get up the nerve to go. Cory is not nervous...but I am a little nervous! I just have to make the call. Of course we will post pictures after it happens...no LA Ink or Miami Ink, though!