Keep a dear friend of mine in your prayers who is going through a similar situation that we did last October. My heart just breaks for them as I know the pain and know how loosing your little baby can change your world. My heart goes out to them...I wish there was something I could do to help. Hearing of tragedies similar to ours, and others as well, really fuels the anger that still lingers. Why? Why does this happen so often? What is the point? It is frustrating...infuriating...

I had another appointment today...I experienced a brief moment of pure fear. I was hooked up to the monitors (watching a Baby Story)...when my stomach tightened slightly and baby's heart rate dipped really low and there was no heart beat. I pushed the nurse button immediately in full on panic. Seconds later I realized that the monitor had just popped off. Baby was fine. After all of that fiasco...they needed to "stimulate" baby because it was not as active as they needed it to be. She brought in a vibrator of sorts and gave my belly a jolt on both sides. About 30 seconds later...baby was doing some tricks. It was quite comical when I got to thinking about it! All is well with baby today. Praying for 29 more days of good news...