The day has arrived! Liv is officially 1 year old. I don't know who is the most excited in this family. The kids are so absolutely adorable about this day. They are so thrilled for her. They are a little miffed that a few things are on the calendar for today. This day should be reserved for everything Liv:)

I can't even describe the joy that is in my heart today. I have so many beautiful emotions that I am feeling. I remember the day she was born very clearly. I remember the tremendous load of grief and fear that seemed to be lifted the moment I heard that beautiful baby scream. I remember being completely overwhelmed...in disbelief...relief...and then just an outpouring of pure love. I remember her being put into my arms. Every little movement and sound seemed like a wondrous moment. Those were some of the best hours of my life. All my kids births were tremendously special, but after the tragedy of loosing Beckett...this day was just that much more meaningful. Not because she means more to me than my other kids but because I had a new appreciation for life. What a beautiful gift Beckett left us with. The gift to know such pain so tremendous and agonizing...to then only experiencing the high of life. It was a great day. A tremendous day. A glorious day...indeed.

How wonderful that she is here so that we are able to celebrate her milestone of reaching 1 year old! It is amazing. She brought such joy and laughter to this house. She delights us all, as well as, her extended family. She has such a lovely spirit. We are so lucky to have her.

Liv had two parties. We celebrated with the Oster family over Thanksgiving. Her aunt Mandie made her a very cute Elmo cake. She hated the party hats (of course). She did love the cake. She really had no idea what to think of this chunk of red food placed before her, but eventually she figured it out.

Then there was a gathering with the Spielman's. Another homemade cake for her to devour. And another round of presents to open. She likes to rip off a chunk of paper and then hand it to someone. The process can be very slow and more than one thing to open a little overwhelming. She got a pair of squeaker shoes from G'ma and G'pa...super cute and fun! She still does not have it figured out that whenever she takes a step she squeaks. Photos are not cooperating at this time.

What a wonderful day!