This weather, seriously...could we see some sun and feel some warmth? I think the weather is getting me down. I just finished reading an entry on a blog written by a husband whose wife died shortly after giving birth. The things he writes about transcends into our situation...granted totally different circumstances...but it resonates with me. The loneliness and knowing someone is always missing from your life, each day. I miss Beckett each and everyday...all day. I try to always tell myself, he is here...he is still right here. Even those are words I believe it does not lessen the sting.

I hope to get this slide show completed soon. I need to steal my hubbies computer and transfer a few pictures...not easy with a bum disk drive. I shared the unfinished version with some family...immediate tears. It is hard to watch his short life in pictures and not feel robbed of something so wonderful.